I'm feeling sad．My 19-year-old∞nleft home about a week ago to 36 the Air Force, and my 23-year-old daughter left two days ago to marry in another state．I'm so 37 of my son as he had to really work hard to get into the Air Force, and my daughter moved to be with her fiance（未婚夫）．I'm just simply upset．It 38 feels like someone has ripped my heart from my chest．I’ve tried to talk to their father, friends, and family but it just feels like no one around me 39 what I'm going through． My children were 40 to me．I put all my energy into 41 both of them and doing all types of activities with them, even sometimes at the 42 of my own best interests．I understand they grow up and need their _43 ,but for some reason I just can't seem to let go．I am go _ 44 that they're establishing their own lives, 45 I get so depressed whenever I have even a _46 of them．I've been crying for over a week now．I really don't know what to do to make this 47 go away．I can't even walk by either one's room without bursting into tears．I don't understand why I'm unable to _48 this sense of great loss．I'm 49 that I need to move on with my own life and find _50 things to devote my attention to, but I _51 being a mom and spending time on my children．I've 52 adopting a child but it's _53 at the moment for me considering my poor health． I'm just thankful to have found this website and found there are others who are 54 similar problems．It helps to 55 I'm not crazy or overreacting．Thank you for sharing your problems and showing others like myself this isn’t so abnormal． 小题1: A．join B．visit C．contact D．lead 小题2: A．afraid B．proud C．ashamed D．guilty 小题3: A．hardly B．even C．almost D．truly 小题4: A．reminds B．regrets C．understands D．questions 小题5: A．everything B．everyone C．nothing D．anyone 小题6: A．persuading B．raising C．paying D．charging 小题7: A．mercy B．distance C．sight D．cost 小题8: A． B．country C．career D．house 小题9: A．anxious B．embarrassed C．amazed D．happy 小题10: A．if B．and C．but D．unless 小题11: A．thought B．look C．impression D．idea 小题12: A．moment B．decision C．feeling D． 小题13: A．recognize B．realize C．achieve D．overcome 小题14: A．afraid B．aware C．doubtful D．confident 小题15: A．expensive B．great C．new D． 小题16: A．forgot B．tried C．stopped D．enjoyed 小题17: A．admitted B．considered C．suspected D．remembered 小题18: A．impossible B．disappointing C．worthy D．surprising 小题19: A．researching B．experiencing C．imitating D．recording 小题20: A．hear B．imagine C．know D．say